islenska` 06.04.06 虽知天下无不散之筵席，仍恨世间总有伤感的别离
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Sunday, April 24, 2011

being boliao and looking through the geog slides sent to class mailing list

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O_O???

ranting at || 9:58 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

stupid electives

showing the aunty side of dhs. entire junior high side flooding the site. it's crashed for half an hour and counting.

and there'll be band tmr morning. completely unexpected- 1) i brought my instru home for the first time in months cos i thought there wouldn't be band till next week and 2) i left all my homework and revision for tmr morning

die already lahhh... ):

ranting at || 10:04 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2011

berlin wall has got to be the worst topic a teacher could ask us to research on ):
it's bloody sad. maybe that's why i take 3+lit and not 2+lit+hist though my sciences suck. ):

taiyo yesterday. sitting behind the curtain in the dark listening to mr sng speak is just so nice

anyway post syf band pracs are so fun now :D it's technically the same - sitting there, freezing my ass off, getting shoulder cramps and ugly lips- but we get to play SONGS OTHER THAN 2SM AND TSF. :DDD

and they're songs i can't play ('killers'). ultimate fulfilment :)

monday tmr ): stupid la assignment + stupid jianbao + stupid other what nots.
but there's band. :) it's been some time since i've said that with a smile...

monday blues full swing

ranting at || 9:12 PM
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

with all the shocking day 3 results i don't think it will be appropriate to post any happy posts on syf.

was just talking to my (ex) junior
"my band also but we all say time cnnt rewind back already so just forget it and start a fresh prepare for the next syf"

yeah, thanks :) love how the most heartwarming things come from the young ones; from simple, unscripted sentences. everything that i've heard from the top this year rings so empty, all words and no meaning- even though the message intended is the same.

somehow these simple words carried more weight than the lengthiest speeches or messages. not that those were useless.

now that syf is over, i'm gonna have to focus on my failing studies. so much work piled up from syf period ): and so little spirit left.
with syf to slog for it was so much easier to mask the emotions. or to numb them. now mentally and emotionally i'm completely drained ._.

so i'll take a leaf out of my junior's book and just forget everything and start afresh...

april is a cold, cold month

ranting at || 10:13 PM
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

hmm gold.
i think i owe the band an explanation, so here goes-

my expression (or lack thereof) after syf had nothing to do with our performance. and definitely nothing to do with anyone's playing. you guys did a great job. i'm really proud of how we've improved so much in 1 year.

so why the sad (some say pissed off, but i wasn't, ok) face and the red eyes... i don't know how to explain it. i just felt so tired all of a sudden. so lonely. so far away from home. maybe it was the past experiences at SCH that came rushing back. or perhaps the stress from suppressing certain emotions and words over the past few months. or simply the fatigue from brassing 6 or even 7 days a week. idk...

and the stone/ emo/ cynical face today? simply because i was having a splitting headache. because i was worrying for the some of the bands playing today. because i couldn't eat dinner last night. because i haven't really been sleeping the past few nights (even so my dreams were haunted by you guys :))

hope that reassures you. and you won't think i'm this crazy person who's disappointed in the band. because i'm not <3
i might publish a celebratory post later in the week once my headache goes away

and dearest, dearest ycksb, thank you so much. we've watched each other grow from our exchange in dec 2009 (first time seeing the 2011 syf group). you are truly our sister band. you have always stood by our sides :) your tears are our tears, and your joys are our joys :') and please don't feel that you've let anyone down because you haven't <3

and to the guy who tweeted 'Waolao. Dunman high band fk gd man. Didnt know music can physically assault me. SO POWER!!'
HAHA THANKS :) that really made my day


ranting at || 8:41 PM
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Saturday, April 2, 2011

last prac before syf...

visit by mrs wong (L). the bears are damn sweet
the bears(:D) and my clean(for once) instru
breakfast by mr teo :)
sp with yaocong. love it when either one of our eupho/tuba alumni takes us. idk why but it's always so comforting
games before full band were epic. but what happened between that and full band - well, we'll touch the judges with our drive and fighting spirit.

can't believe syf is already here. 'after syf' seemed so far away
all pics here are ripped from pam :)

DHSSB FTG(WH)

ranting at || 10:02 PM
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